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I was sitting beside the beach
Enjoyed the beautiful coast
was sitting on the sand while the waves came and soped from my toes till legs
the water was so clear and so soft
My mum and everyone else was sitting a bit far away from me
They was sitting on chairs while speaking about me
They thought I couldnt hear them
But I did
They talket to someone stranger
The stranger talket about me
"she has not long time left to live,
She has a disease ------------------------
the disease have come to high level
We are sorry
The disease is stronger than we can do something about"
I didnt look behind me, didnt look how my lovely mother was look like
I was scared that they would know that I heard
Didnt want anyone would come to me
to feel sorry for me
Because I didnt feel sorry
I stood up and begun to walk beside the water
I felt theirs eyebeam at my neck
It did hurt me alot
not because I understood about my disease
I didnt feel sad about it
It was like I knew
I maybe just felt surprised that I had right
but it hurts because of my mother and my family
I didnt want to hurt them
didnt want that they should feel in pain
because of me

I walket and walket until I was somewhere else
somewhere so far away from my family
I felt so lost
so lonely
Just wanted to be beside someone
Just someone which could hold me in his arms
someone which could understand me without saying a word
someone which gave me the strangth that I needed

I felt a bit calm
after walking alone
like it allways did
I walket until I was near the mountain
which was of stone with wild plant around
It was so beautiful
The waves of the sea was touching so softly at the big and high mountain
like if they were in unfortunite love
The sun was around to go down
I did feel like I am somewhere in magic world
And the most wonderful thing was when I saw the cave
I went inside that big cave which the water went throue
it was just a small way to go in
but the water which went inside wasnt so deep
I could go even in that water
which was so soft and clear like it was in that sea outside
I couldnt blieve what I saw
It felt like I was in a "dream"
The cave was full of sea creatures
It was really beautiful
I havent seen anything like these before
I didnt even knew that there was such sea creatures as much it was
You can even imagine how many colors the sea creatures had
The cave was like it was by cristal
And the light of the sunset
made the whole cave
lighting up on red
It was incredible!