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Tonight I saw a dream...

I was sitting on my bed
Reading a book
a novel
was trying to do something
to make the time go fast
I was feeling nervous
because my dad would come home today
Maybe it was the first time I would see him
or maybe I have been too little to remember

I was afraid that he won't love me as much as my sister which have seen him before
My bedroom was at the end of the hall near the out door, which was in the middle of the hall
And when I heard the sound of knocking
I just sat still on my bed
even when my sister opened the door and begin to make noices
I was still sitting on my bed
I was sceared to go to him
to even say hi
they took my dad to the living room
and I heard them laughing and talking in happy voice
I was realy pathetic
It was my fault to be alone in my room
while my dad which I never have seen,
beeing busy with my sister and mum
I came out of my room to go and maybe say hi
but in my way I saw my dad
He was coming to my room
He was handsome and young
I felt so nervous and made myself as if I was going to toilet
He came near me and said hi
I said hi back and took out my hand to shake hands
He saw me in a funny way
and took out his hand and shaked hands
He suddenly swiped my hand to him and hugged me
I felt abit happy
I hugged him carefully and felt how much I loved him
"I love you, my daughter" he wispered in my ear and hugged me stronger
Without knowing
my tears begin to stream
and I hugged him hard
I have really missed him
I really loved him
and wanted to see him everyday
Wanted that he would live with us

Slowly everything became blurred and I begin to hear the noices of the birds
I opened my eyes and saw the gray sky beside me
I shutted my eyes again and tried to feel the feeling of my dad's hug a little bit longer

Thank you my dad for being with me when I need you most
I know you are with me, even if I can't see you