Nights in Rodanthe
Its a movie writen by Nicholas Sparks, there is even the book off caurse ^^. Its the same auther as wrote "the nothe book" and "a walk to remember".
Its a story about a women who have 2 children and lived apart from her husband. And a men who was doctor and lived apart from his family, his wife and son. The fate give them a chance to see and change their selves, thru falling in love with each other.
"There is another kind of love,
one which gives you the courage
to be better than you are,
not lesser than you are.
One that make you feel that anything is possible.
I want you to know that you can have that
I want you to hold out for it
I want you to know that you deserve it"
A walk to remember
Its about a girl (Mandy Moore), and a boy (Shane West) who fall in love. Its really good, you have to see it!
It's really tragic story!
It's written as a book too, the auther is Nicholas Sparks, its the same auther who wrote "the note book".
"I cry to you, my Lord, my rock!
Do not be deaf to me,
for if you are silent,
I shall go down to the pit like the rest.
Hear my voice raised in petition
as I cry to you for help,
as I raise my hands, My Lord,
toward your holy of holies."
"I am not commanding you,
but I want to test the sincerity of your love
by comparing it to the earnestness of others."
"Love is always patient and kind.
It is never jealous.
Love is never boastful or conceited.
It is never rude or selfish.
It does not take offense and is not resentful.
Love takes no pleasure in other people's sins,
but delights in the truth.
It is always ready to excuse, to trust, to hope,
and to endure whatever comes."
we can't see it
but we can feel it"
Have you seen a movie or something which made you remember some memories, some words you used to use? As if that part you have been in, but the words and the memoriese became just in wrong place, wrong time and wrong world. As if you have lived a life before, in the past, in the different time, different world...
chrno crusade
Its about a girl who wants to find her younger brother which are one of thous 7 angels. She want to save him from demons which they have taking him 4 years ago. She is strong and really awsome! She is with justice and want to help eveyone. And she becomes the chosen Maria Magdalena, because of her pure heart. Its really a good anime, and really sad one.
1991/01/18
Oh I wish you could be here father
I wish I could see you
just even for a sec
just to have a picture of how you look
just to feel your wormth
just to call you once "father"
Father why you had to go,
before I was able to make a single memorie of you?
Father I just wish you are allright there you are
and see me and are proud of who I am
I just wish I really could make you more proud than this
I just wish I was a wonder kid
Love you father!
hurt - christina aguilera
Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were, but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today, ooh, ooh
I would hold you in my arms, I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done, forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do to hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you but I know you won't be there
Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this, ooh
Would you tell me I was wrong? Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me? Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do to have just one more chance
To look into your eyes and see you looking back
Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself, oh
If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away
Oh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time
I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
By hurting you.
the shower
Sitting here under the shower
the warm water is hitting me like needles
My mind is so confused
even my soul
The world is going just around me
to make me more lost
I dont know if it's the water
or the tears streaming from my eyes
I just wish I wasn't born
into this impossible-understanding-world
I lied down and wished I could disapear
I made my self so small I could
but it didnt work to be really small
I turned it more warm water than it was
I felt like whole my skin tured to red and began to burn
maybe it would awaking me from this nightmare I have
The warm water would at least be just a little punnishment
of my weakness
maybe it would take away my sorrow
I wish I could just disapear from this world
so I won't make more misstakes than I allready have
I just wish I wasn't alive
so I won't make them more dispointed
I am not like them
And I can't be like them
All I do is to make them be shamed of me
All I do is to take them down
All I wished was to see them happy once
just to make them proud of me
and look what I have done
just have made them dissapointed
that's all what I can
I blame them for not showing me some love
I blame them to teeling me what to do
But the real reason is that I am worthless
I can do nothing in this world
as human I am good for nothing
And I have no good behavior to them
thous I love
I make them just sad and disapointed
But the truth I am nothing without them
I can't even take a single step without my lovely mother
not even my lovely sister which I argue with
every single minute
I love them with all I've got
And I really want to be that person who they can be proud of
If just I could be someone else...
moon
The Moon isn't just a glowing ball in the night sky. It can affect life on Earth, from human behaviour to natural disasters.
In the figure above you are looking down on the Earth's North Pole. The Earth spins counterclockwise (in 24 hours), and the Moon orbits counterclockwise (in 27 days). The fraction of the Moon's sunlit hemisphere which we can see from Earth determines the lunar phase at any time. And the sun light is coming from the left.
You can continue to part 2 when its finnished
Moon magic is the belief that working rituals at the time of different phases of the moon can bring about physical or psychological change or transformation. These rituals have historically occurred on or around the full moon and to a lesser extent the new moon.
"Thirteen silver moons in a year are,
Thirteen is the coven's array.
Thirteen times at Esbat make merry,
For each golden year and a day."
"Pray to the Moon, when She is rounde,
Luck with you, shall then abounde.
What ever you seek for, Shall be founde,
In Sea, or Sky, or Solid Grounde.
- "Monday's child is fair of face.
- Tuesday's child is full of grace.
- Wednesday's child is full of woe
- Thursday's child has far to go.
- Friday's child is loving and giving.
- Saturday's child works hard for his living.
- The child that is born on the Saturday is bonny, blithe and good."
January = Wolf Moon
February = Storm Moon
March = Chaste Moon
April = Seed Moon
May = Hare Moon
June = Dyad Moon
July = Mead Moon
August = Wyrt Moon (green plant)
September = Barley Moon
October = Blood Moon
November = Snow Moon
December = Oak Moon
and the white moon among the stars,
and the mysteries of the waters,
I call upon your soul to arise and come unto Me.
For I am the soul of nature that gives life to the universe.
From me all things proceed and unto me they must return.
Let My worship be in the heart that rejoices,
for behold! all acts of love and pleasure are My rituals.
Let there be beauty and strength,
power and compassion,
honor and humility,
mirth and reverence within you.
And you who seek to know Me,
know that your seeking and yearning will avail you not,
unless you know the Mystery.
For if that which you seek, you find not within yourself
you will never find it without.
For behold! I have been with you from the beginning,
and I am that which is attained at the end of desire."
Hear my plea upon this night.
Your fertile power lend this spell
Make it potent, strong, and well
don't wanna miss a thing
I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
Far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Well, every moment spent with you
Is a moment I treasure
Lying close to you
Feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together
And I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever, forever and ever
I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss
Well, I just wanna be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just wanna hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
the letter
"The reason it hurts so much to separate is because our sould are connected. Maybe they always have been and will be. Maybe we have lived a thousands lives before this one and each of them we have found each other. And maybe each time, we have been forced apart for the same reasons. That means that this good-bye is both a goodbye for the past ten thousands years and a prelude to what will come.
When I look at you, I see your beauty and grace and know they have grown stronger with every life you have lived. And I know I have spent every life before this one searching for you. Not someone like you, but you. For your soul and mine must always come together. And then, for a reason neither of us understands, we have been forced to say goodbye.
I would love to tell you that everything will work out for us, and I promise to do all I can to make sure it does. But if we never meet again and this is truly good bye, I know we will see each other again in another life. We will find each other again, and maybe the stars will have shanged, and we will not only love each other in that time, but for all the times we have had before."
Our love
"Our souls were one, if you must know
And never shall they be apart.
With splendid down,
your face aglow.
I reach for you and find my heart."
"Love, in there last and tender hours
Is sensitive and very pure
Come morning light with soft-lit powers
To awaken love that's ever sure."
yoga
What is your thought about "yoga"? What do you know about yoga?
Well yoga is a sort of sport which make your mind and you body conect, to rest your body and you mind, to live healthy.
Yoga makes your muscles be stronger in the right way. Yoga is a effective way to train your innerstrangth.
And it give you a selfconfidense, and it make your mental and physical stronger and better in many ways.
Well about that I will write more,
but you can even see thouse sites which I thought was really good
http://www.siteyoga.com/yoga_techniques.html
http://www.yogajournal.com/podcast/
sanawat dya3 - thafaki elqadr ya sham3ty
magic spell
Strength
SPELL TO CHARGE TEA WITH POWER
Over your cup of tea, move your hand in a clockwise direction 3 times and say:
"I am the tool you are the fire
fill this cup with all I desire."
Swirl the tea in the cup and drink it.
CHARM FOR INNTER STRENGTH
Empower an acorn with the following chant & carry it on your person during difficult times.
"Little seed with cap so fine, Grant your strength & make it mine.
Make me as sturdy as your tree. As I will, so mote it be!"
Invisible
BE INVISIBLE SPELL
chant nine times,
bright light,
dark night,
cloak me in light
as dark as night.
This is especially useful at night time if you don't want to be seen.
Wish
SPELL FOR LUCK
wondering magic bring to me, in this life the luck I need,
so all my angles can be seen, and thus fulfill my every dream,
combined earth and fire, bring forth my hearts desire,
guardians of the sea, keep all harm from me.
This should be done while lighting 4 candles 1 at each side of u repeat the
above words 3 times to bring good luck and obtain your hearts desire.
CHANT FOR GOOD LUCK AND WELL BEING
To the moon.
To the sun.
To the skies.
To the waters.
Stars, let your fire burn.
Winds let your strength grow.
Let us unite.
Let me shine bright.
SPELL TO GET WHAT YOU WANT
All you need are the three basic magic necessities, need, emotion, and knowledge.
Concentrate on only what you need. Say the following;
I give, because I'm generous. I take because I ask.
What I well deserve is what I will get.
I deserve (whatever you need) I need (whatever you need)
I will get (whatever you need) so be it, and so it is.
VISION SPELL
If you wish to have a vision true, then put together this witches brew.
Mix this oil, this sacred potion, charged with power and devotion,
filled with Marigold, Rosemary, Clove, Mugwort, Lavender, Jasmine and Rose.
Make an incense of the same, to ignite the mind, the mystic flame.
Smudge with incense and anoint with oil, to cleanse yourself of mortal toil.
Chant this chant to start your mission, as a trigger for your vision:
Vision, Sight and deep perception, mystic light and meditation,
trance or conscious my eyes shall see, the other side shall come to me.
Now sit in thought, in meditation, lost in mind, in concentration,
wait for the vision that you desire to come to you within the hour.
WISHING SPELL
On a windy day go outside taking a pen, marker with you.
Choose a green leaf that has already fallen off of a tree.
Write what you want to wish for on the leaf and kiss it and say
"of my will, so mote it be," and let the wind take the leaf away.
one liter of tears
this is a Japanese serie which are sub with engish.
its about a 16 years old girl which was so energic and best in school
was strong and kind with all
but one day she get knew that she had a incurable disease
that disease make the person slowly can hardly walk, speak, eat and in the end the pirson will die
but she never losed the hope, so she battled all the way to the end
the serie show you how she feel and how the things goes with her life
love
Love is not a necessity, but it is life’s greatest gift and luxury.
Love is caring, kind, and patient.
Love does not expect anything but love in return.
Love knows when to put pride to the side, because the greatest thing one can be proud of Is a love that is shared.
Love is or should be unconditional.
Love is giving and selfless.
Love is therefore unselfish.
Love is not arrogant, or does not insist in its own way, It is a celebration of what is right.
Love is undying devotion (yes that too).
Love is not resentful and does not rejoice in wrong, but celebrates the right
Love is the desire to be intimate - physically and emotionally.
Love endures all, hopes all, bears all.
Love is believing, sharing, dreaming.
Love is Honesty.
Love is friendship, companionship, and more.
Love is completion. Forgiving. Understanding and inspiring.
Love is the attainment of life's greatest inspiration.
Love is supporting, but not overbearing.
Love is the free and complete ex-pression of oneself to/for another.
Love is being open to an other's ex-pression... True friends, companion, lover, and mother (or father).
Love is faithful and loyal.
Love can be strong, yet so fragile.
- Love is not finding someone to live with, It's finding someone you can't live without. ~Rafael Ortiz
- Where there is great love , there are always miracles ~Willa Cather
- Love is like a butterfly. It goes where it pleases and it pleases where it goes.
- Happiness is to love and to be loved.
- You call it Madness, but I call it Love ~Don Byas
- Where there is love, there is life ~Mahatma Gandhi
- The heart has its reasons, which reason doesn't know ~Pascal
- To love is to receive a glimpse of heaven ~Karen Sunde
- The sweetest joy, the wildest woe is love
Love is my best friend
Love is all the letters you send
Love is your thoughtfullness
Love is seeing your happiness
Love is always missing you
Love is the little things you do
Love is watching the moon in the sky
Love is seeing the spark in your eye
Love is the care you give to me
Love is the waves lifting the sea
Love is the glistening snow as white
Love is your smile so bright
Love is the smile on your face
Love is your tenderness and grace
Love is the sun on a rainy day
Love is the twinkle in all you say
Love is moonlight dreams
Love is all it seems
Love is your poems in rhyme
Love is your hand in mine
Love is holding you tight
Love is being with you every night
Love is forever
Love is together ..
I love her but I'm just too shy!
11th grade
Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I cried.
A girl and a boy
He said no.
She asked him if he wanted to be with her forever.
He said no.
She then asked him if he would cry if she walked away.
He said again no.
She had heard too much.
She needed to leave.
As she walked away, he grabbed her arm and told her to stay.
And he said,
"You're not pretty, you're beautiful.
I don't want to be with you forever, I need to be with you forever.
I wouldn't cry if you walked away, I would die."
your love
"If you love someone just show him that
because the chance comes once and then it makes no since"
So lonely and sceard
So emty and lost
So hopeless and dead
I feel sorry for you
my little boy
So tired so tired
of this awful life
So tired of my boy
he says nothing
but empty words
So crybaby are you
but not more than I
You take me to Nowhere
there I see nothing but darkness
You make nice memorize
which you tear apart
You go one step forward and 10 back
you make me love you
and then make me regret
My lovely boy
my lovely boy
tell me how I should go throw this awful pain
You are so worm
but still so cold
You make me be confused just make me be lost
