my room


red silk curtain.. To make the light of the sun be red and warm ..



white bed, to let the room look like more expanded

with red silky and warm sheet and overbed.. to let the rrom have some nice and warm colours..

white wardrobe, to make the room be more white..


white desk with a silver leptop, to make an energifull place to sit and study..

a beautiful photo frame.. to look at the photo when I missed you..

black moving-chair with a black desk lamp- To let the room have more colours and even to make it nice to sit and study..



a red vase which would be flowers inside.. To give the room a special taste..

some beautiful flowers.. To even have some wonderful flowers in my room..

twilight




It is really good! It's about a girl who met a boy who are in the same chemistry-class. The boy turened to be a vampire, but he and his family are vimpires living on drinking animal blood.. it's like to be vegeterian... In the end they loved each other.. but they face so many trubles with other vimpires.. You have to see it! It's not like thous disgusting vimpire movies.. this one is really good!

Thank you for beeing with me my lovely father



Tonight I saw a dream...

I was sitting on my bed
Reading a book
a novel
was trying to do something
to make the time go fast
I was feeling nervous
because my dad would come home today
Maybe it was the first time I would see him
or maybe I have been too little to remember

I was afraid that he won't love me as much as my sister which have seen him before
My bedroom was at the end of the hall near the out door, which was in the middle of the hall
And when I heard the sound of knocking
I just sat still on my bed
even when my sister opened the door and begin to make noices
I was still sitting on my bed
I was sceared to go to him
to even say hi
they took my dad to the living room
and I heard them laughing and talking in happy voice
I was realy pathetic
It was my fault to be alone in my room
while my dad which I never have seen,
beeing busy with my sister and mum
I came out of my room to go and maybe say hi
but in my way I saw my dad
He was coming to my room
He was handsome and young
I felt so nervous and made myself as if I was going to toilet
He came near me and said hi
I said hi back and took out my hand to shake hands
He saw me in a funny way
and took out his hand and shaked hands
He suddenly swiped my hand to him and hugged me
I felt abit happy
I hugged him carefully and felt how much I loved him
"I love you, my daughter" he wispered in my ear and hugged me stronger
Without knowing
my tears begin to stream
and I hugged him hard
I have really missed him
I really loved him
and wanted to see him everyday
Wanted that he would live with us

Slowly everything became blurred and I begin to hear the noices of the birds
I opened my eyes and saw the gray sky beside me
I shutted my eyes again and tried to feel the feeling of my dad's hug a little bit longer

Thank you my dad for being with me when I need you most
I know you are with me, even if I can't see you

believing in


loving you like I do?



حدييييييييييييييييييييييييييييييييييييييييي

stroy of two lovers


Gokhan Tepe - yuru yuregim


Bahtaglak mout - Danielle



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